Tuesday, October 18
i'm here without u. - Tuesday, October 18, 2005
+O song i'm listening to: edwin MCcain's i'll beO+ msn nick at the moment:
k e l - stop and listen to ur tears. cos that's all u've got. ``
+O personal msg now: all the lies tat u told just to ease ur own soul.`` oh great, now u have to make tings even more complicated.
O+ events to look forward to: hmm.. tis sat?
oki, i'm talking to damala now and using the chinese" haha" emoticon. and then i'm triggered by tis memory of jon, lucien n andreas irritating e heck out of me by repeating every emoticon tehy had 40-60 tyms. haha. those were e daes. now they're bz with their o levels, and i'm jux leading my life unintentionally awae fm them.
n why i look forward to this sat?
1) i'll get to have fun with madeline and talk like we used to AGAIN.
2) i'll finally get to see how FRANCESCA looks like(she's e ger my cousin's crazy over)
3) there is a possibilty tat marcus will finally rem. how i look like in person. *shakes head*
anyways, the youth mass is fm 8 to 10 rite? oki great. but since i stroke a deal with aaron's parents tat if he wanted 2 go to olps to see francesca, he would have to slp over at my place ( tt'll totally ruin his reputation since he'll be sleeping e same rm as my sis, his sis n me!). oki, so here's e ting, he obviously wants 2 send her back and since we haf to arrive back at my doorstep together. i have to wait for him under my blk freezing my butt off so tat we can go up together. by the wae, our curfew's 11+ pm and she lives in hougang! i hope he reaches hm on tym man! otherwise i'm so so sooo dead! sighs, the tings i do for my cousin.
today, i told madeline my secret bcos she told me hers.
let's go back to the start so tat i can undo my actions.